hate it.
hate it.
i simply hate it.
i last time this.
i last time dat.
TIME CHANGES, PPL WILL CHANGE TOO.
dun ckip comparing.
i had enuff.
ur thinking and all.
im not dat naive little girl dat will always be controled by euu all lyke a puppet.
ive grown.
to a normal teenager.
euu were oni called 'family' but euu less understand me dhen my friends do.
r euu realli my family?
R EUU?!
bringing me to pray god and all, think dat im ur little puppet...
think im willing to go... saeing i last time this and dat...
i was young... of cos... will euu let me speak out and sae...
a wrd no?
lao shi shuo, wo shi bei ni men bi feng der...
ni men yi zhi gui bia ren... tui xie zhe ren...
even my dreams has br0ke to pieces...
so stop tlking abt this and dat... wei ler wo hao or wadever.
i had enuff.
i wish i could grow up quick and leave this hse.
even hw pooor i will be... i wanna support myself...
and cut all ties with euu all!
this is hw big my hatred is. more dhan ever i can ever suppress.
filled w so much ag0nyy ... SO PAIN, hurting...
ive gone crazy... i may commit sins... i may kill.
i am juzd a mad person holding a knife running all around...
blood lusting.. power lusting... dark and evil.. surrounds me..

-let the darkness cosume and let the light dim offs..
afraid of the light to suppress der dark...