Thursday, January 31, 2008
todae.i went to HOD rm.wait fer my turn.finally me.asked fer cca apealinqq 2 change.went 2 see ms ong.went 2 see mr tan.finally CHANGED !! WAHHHHHHHHHHH!!todae..im..sO..HAPPI..HAPPIEEEEHAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..HAPPI..
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HAPPI..WOOOOOOOOT! HAPPI HAPPI!!
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
im the puppet..tat cr8ed to let everything bad befalls on it fer sacrficinq and let ppl at her side gud things happened..to them...
fridae went to somani teacher hais..............wen is this gonna end? ltr i cannot change cca aGAIN! and i dun go they come catch mi again..i hate this mr calvin tan so buzy still wan in charge of changin cca thewalao ehs can i suicide now?!sianz! aiyoooooooooo!!! u see ah all the gals say wad trainin hard they wad wad wad.. i see so hard i wan join!!veh shuang lo! i love exercise.. and they in not mi? wad kind of world is thislao tian ye gen ben zai shua wo.....is not tat i wanna shi wang.. see wad happening to miee everydae..is not u .. u dunno wad is like....... toobe in a world of wher u onli can see darkness with no lights surroundinqq u.... sayinq out is so easy..... i wish i can shout it all out
we runing rounds and rounds in skul to find this mr calvin tan to change my cca in the end kennot change he disappear dunnoe go wher!!
then i jiu veh disappointed.. table tennis start le mi no go.. i wan my volleyball boovacancy de hua i go suicide liao la FRIDAE i run like siao siao then
mr calvin tan say kennot change now! kennot find him i feel like kill him OR i go zhuang zhiang si diao suan le la! DIAOS EHS
zhen de bei qi dao bao shui guan..............haiyoyo!!! mr calvin tan WHER THE HELL AR EUU?!
i will die bcus of u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
by..COL-cries0utLoudd
yay gt my new fullscape and is blue! i deco-ed it blue too WOOT! diaos onli hve this to say wakekkesianz
Gossip corner muahaha!
rayen has been forced to be a couple wif the wad ying-- XD
when they were walkinqq together.. teacher : rayen i noe u 2 aR coup--...... silents..nvm
rayen thought: teacher dun think we dunnoe wad u wanna say
rayen: nvm we ltr then meet we seperate walk first WAHAHAHA
now!EstherXEricson
they br0ke up todae.. and it was like.........uh-- lol?! esther say im single once again!>>i was like WAD THE? dun like each other wanna state
wad is this men?
ericson like the one from e4/n2 the gal WE OSO CONFUSED LE LA
wahhhhhhh ltr get scolded better stop byebye~
by..befallsThatSuayGaL
Sunday, January 27, 2008
So Borrinqq daes and yet.. another weekend is gonna end'
homewrk hvnt do finish ..
go skul do ppl sae this and that so suay ehs..
aniways..
my blog onli change to suay to unlucky kennot mehz?
hais.
i guess i better stop changin wakekek!
wiishh cny faster come..
recently im a money needer!
i keep bankupt..
cny cny cny~~ come come come~~
=[ CNY TT__TT
sianz ahsss... TT____________________TT can i dun go skul? TT_TT
Written by..DOTS
Friday, January 25, 2008
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odae's kinda veh fun. we play like crazy todae ..hais.my mind still has tis up..is my fwens still my frens animore.......tis is wad ive been thinkinqq.. & not yet given an anser to tis question..im juz a lonely galfr a lonely world..rayen read wad i wrote on my suay wishlist.she was wronged. she didnt noe wad i was thinnkinnqq.. all of u misunderstandinqq stuffs like tis.i juz wish someone can understand miee..not like u all -.- hais..ive juz continue.. my suay life on tis lonely world of earth..can i every survive?will the forgotten blue ever survive?in the world without hopes..and dreams..?as i typed in mere nosense in this bloggie.. can i ever find the anser to my questions?can i ever find the place tat wher i can fulfilled my dreams?no way...http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseries?id=8073 i like the songs fr this song. and the main content fr this anime. is so nice =] of cus the meaninqqs too.. the new song iilove it like siao kia.. ~^______^~ LOLwill the forgotten blue ever survive in the world of forgotteninqq.. will she be remembered? will she ever find the missinqq parts fr her?will she ever survive?will she ever get the anser she's strivinqq fer?will she ever walk the path behind her.. tat she wantedand not the one infront?Can seee ever SURVIVE?infront:study blablabhind:dark dreamsWednesday, January 23, 2008
my cruely jie dun even let mi sleep now midnite 2am leiiz.. you mei you gao de?
aniways..
The lessons of ms tham has skipped.. (i nvr do hwrk =x)
thx the boy waste time fer mi to skip one lesson ^___^ and the ppl nvr own up not bringin the paper ~~ muahahah XD!!
my fckin _l_ jie now dunnoe get simi work is dancer lai ehx..hais...last time everytime tk money fr my mum like her bank mum veh xin ku still nid supply my sch fees and bks.. sometimes i go west mall tk fr her money.. saw san jie tk fr her i abit dun feel like askin le..i always get lots reason to gt $$ but sometimes i realli kinda guilty about it =xmy san jie always say lend fr ppl money sometimes $100-$300 lyk tat u noe?sometimes more i oso dunnoe cus i not always listenin wad they say.. hais.. whole family bei tis san jie hai de so chan..
todae at sch went 2 find 3 teacher like siao siao..ms ong fer volleyball i want jointhenmr joshua tan the pe teacherthenmr calvin tan the change cca the teacher.. LOL lor.........then in the end this anoyin and irritatin mr calvin tan say wad mondae kisi la ltr telllmi bo vancancy i shall SMACK HIM..then ask the wad ms ong gt limit vancancy ma? she say go general office check wad thingy DIAO leiiz!!!Hais...OH AND !! ms thum ~~ WHHEEE wen her period the boy hu one of he gang up has been scolded to apologise someone else iiwas HAPPIE even it wasent me..and his stuffs were lost ! suit him RIGHT! hu ask him no respect fer others..hais.. now to my fckin sis part i dun wanna tlk abouti almost slash my hand again i calm down and clench my fist..my whole family dosent get along wif her except my mum too dotes on her le la!!even my da jie says so..da jie..er jie..mee ALL kana beaten by her b4.. she veh violence.. use dustbin hit er jie!! poor er jie!! and da jie more kelian bei tio hit dunno hw mani times.. i more kelian i small.. kennot defend her.. but GORTZ one time i slap her face and run out of the house wif my hp and money.. buy unfortunately no key OMG?! she lock the door!!ok nvm dun tlk abt tat.. now POLICE come 2 times.. 1st time my er jie say tat time took her ic dunno did wad.. (she thinks im sleepin) ta zai zhi yan zhi yu..2nd time abuse mi =x violence!say no to VIOLENCE but.........i oso abit violence la =x but not like her la abuser... sometimes i not becareful hit ppl which i not suppose to hit i call them hit mi back de.. ^___^ mus dare.. i not pain de XD.. i guess? O_O my fwen dare hit my back cus they noe mi liaos some still duwan -__- i veh.. nei jiu.. (guilty) lol..ok back to the ! police .. police call her go consell u noe?!hais.. haiyoo..yo..then hor todae gimme the bitchy attitude..dun let mi eat..my mum buy mie my fave strawberry say na giv u (to mie!)my san jie say hu say mum say giv mi lo.. i giv up.. i told her nvm i duwan eat anithing jian fei lo..she veh wu zhi and xia liu.. aniways i took out the strawberri than she noe the lo..otherrise she alrdy eat finish still gt gimme mehx?i finally noe why i kip underweight and eat eat kennot fat her FAULT! tat time i was 48kg now 42kg wtf? T_Tsi san jie wo hao bu yong yi fei de... X_X sian mu bois nias.wa todae blog is no mani im soo noisy muahahahah =x!nvm..todae jian fei dun eat dinner onli.. T_T soohungry T.T tummy grumped 2 times le... now.. juz empty..starvin like a beggar.. i rather be a beggar then stayin in this house animore..i wanna tell mum tis :u either wan mi or her..onli i die or she live!is like ta de ming zai ke wo men quan jia de ming ... *sighs*i felt like dyin.. ZZoh and i get my anger out of the walls and tables again my hands abit hurt =x hit too much
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
this few daes..
Rayen has started to scold vulgars more easier.
lol tat didnt mind me since she alrdy scoldinqq..
wad mind me is huiwen..............Recently she became..abit siao..gud mood sing song. then suddenly bad mood hor. her words (fong'er dai ci) veh leng and like stabbin u lyk tat..
suddnly is like.wad happened tooher?
lets smile =] such a nice fine dae todae. =]hais.after schdunnoe why the mrs chan call mi see her..i went at 2pm which she called mi at 230 to see her..she wsnt ther YET!so i go out of sch liaos.my fwen was w8in .. plus dunnoe seein her hw long.. LOLThen..MiEEx ,Fongrong,xinxin(huixin) went to the nearby westmall de playgound so fun..but the shoes too slippery kip dropiin..down..then the person fall down nid to push~~WHHEEso i removed my shoes and socks...DOTX!But.. the tat fongrong kip draggin ppl down w' her lolthen at the end we 3 fall together as in.. fongrong knock on mi. i push xinxin.. LOL but it was veh fun.. HEHEthen in the end we went home tgt YAY! the end~
Monday, January 21, 2008
wah todae b4 sch i slept untill 12am - 3am.
then play maple.
now bloggin.
so bOrinqq.
arent i goinqq to sch?
of cos.
but wait la.
*sighs* hais.
wad to do wad to do~
lets fall down fr the skies the skies r so beautifull like in mylayout lol
i still like my witch layout better.
dark dreams awaits u
oh well.
im startin to like this too haha..
Words Representing me (name)
So mani O_O heheE - EnergeticI - InsaneL - LivelyE - ExtremeE - EntertainingN - NewS - Sloppy/SimpleE - Easy-goingA - Appresiative/Adventurous/ArtyH - HyperActiveL - LivelyI - InspirationalL - LoudI - IntenseN - NoisyG - Goofy
*edited* LOLtodae is such a unpleasent dae
my hope is dimmin and goin away fr the light of hope and help
and is cryin out fer the darkness once again*.
lets start me.
me.
i retained. sec 1.
i decided so hard and finally wantin to change.
myself.
wanna go poly. cus i wanna be like my er jie.
but.
What i didnt expect happened to me.
once again.
my mind always thought.
why does ppl always win the war
why does ppl always hve wad they wanted
but onli mie will be so far away fr wad i want to reach for.
my heart cries out fer the dark.
todae.
the results of the cca is out. ive joined table tennis my fwen had in volleyball. but why mi alone
im always the most unique and outstandin fr ppl...
The outstandin i meant is more different fr other ppl... im like a trapped bird free* from the cage but *where i do not know where should i fly to.
i rather goin cross country or infoccom club
or GB at ther grills..untill freakin tired/hard/strict (but..not campin!)
wish i can go to volleyball. why my friends can in and ive cant. hais! im always the one bad at somthing
but i realii reallii realli! interested in volleyball tat dae we saw them traininqq..it was so hard but ive became MORE MORE and more interested in it.
i lost total hope.
i think i will retained or transfer or even bei expel.
since i lost hope of studin ani longer.. why such a thing affects me? tis is why
Why? points..*
*1st. i dun wanna go table tennis
2nd.i go oso at ther stand no intrest of learning it.
3rd.low points. bo points. hw? >> sec 5 graduated. >> no nid go JC/poly u get lost liaos. ***
*sighs*
hais. wad should i do..
i might juz better die off...
My hopes has sink to the bottom of the ocean once again and again
Workin hw hard is pointless no matter how is useless
Can juz anione help miee to the darkness?
my heart has cried to the dark once again...tis time is bleedin harder and cryin out louder
can i ever joined the darkness? T.T
the light is no use..
the light i lit up in my heart is dimmed once again
surround by darkness my heart has once again thrown to the darkness of sorrows/darkness and hatred and of cus lonliness of ppl not understandinqq me..
this is juz tooomuch.. im So usless doinqq anithing
pointless doin everything.
juz a little thing would make mi feel down.
i juz dunnoe why..
my heart bleeds hardly surrounds by the darkness i cr8ed around.
my family will disappoint in mi once again. and force mi like wad they use to.
im so useless .. wads the point?
my dear rayen and huiwen i apologise.. u all tried so hard to pull mi out. and i did try to get away
but tis small little cca thing can affects me thinkin so much.
sry guys.
i juz hve to say.
its pointless.
its useless.
im jus a stupiid liittle stubbon gal..
ive drowned again.. will i ever be save?
my story is so complicated.
is like a fairy tale which never have a gud endin.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
tat chou hui wen! she hoR! juz bcus i late fe 3 mins (bcus of findin H-E/f&n the apron) !!
hate her she tot cus i eatin late and nvr listen to my explaination!!
then angry..
of cus kana scold by mrs katar! and addiontionly wasted $6 ($2 lend fr ppl somemore)
on my 6th apron!!
she make my dae the worse! and i still scared late rush down like hell!!
hai mi!
iihate her like fkin hell! i hate the hao lian amanda worse! dunwan return my $20 she borrowed..almost reachin 1 yr she borrowed fr mi! use money buy fwenship!
HATE EVERYONE
by
BlueHatredx
this is written on mid-nite~
haix..
todae not a realli gud dae..
dear huiwen dunno why go find ms thum fer the sammuary .. i was told by dear rayen..
then...
i saw my fwenz esther they all still hvnt go.. i said byebye to my dear rayen
and went to tlk toothem i end up goin toowest mall then.. goin home wif fang rong
i was kinda sianz ~
so sad kennot go back wif dearie huiwen
or dear rayen~ lol cus dear rayen stay so far -.- lol
haix...
todae still listen to teacher nagg~ LOL
and say wad vote fer chairmen..blabla!
still cal ppl stand up...why muz i even stand no one will vote fer mi aniways!
even gort i oso dun wan! diao leiiz
chouuuuu msssss thum
ok le sayonara~ i go sleep tmr sch liaox~ SIANZ
wish sch can faster end fri fri fri.. WHER RRR UUUU!!!
T_T
by... DarknessDreams
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
todae sux..the class picked on mie! so sad..wish i no nid go to sch..i almost tk the penknife and go stab them.. almost took the table to hit them almost almost almost! i hate SCH!!! SCH SUX LIKE FKIN HELLL!
I feel lyk not goin to sch tmr.......
by.imDyin
Monday, January 14, 2008
woo.. todae is a nice fine daeee ~~ ^^ ~~ but a little creepy..
Firstly,todae i went sch wif my dear huiwen again..wen i went to my classroom i was the first one AGAIN.. and it was so creepy tat i qiong to the front to open the lights.. (front door lock) i go in fr the back door and wlk quickly inside and reach the LIGhts ANDDD SUDDENLYY!!i felt a hand swish over my hand like it was tryin to reach fer my hand is was so CREEPY!OMFREAKIN GOODD !! >Then.. at sch she qOrtz prayer meeetinn (she joined Christian) she called mi to acompany her as usual.. after tat bla bla assembly..everyting same liaox.. i dun tlk crap..okay..after the art !! oh ya i love the at i did alot things and i wish i hve nvr passed up my work so i can take pic and post it here !! XD lmao okay i noe im lame but I LOVE ART! ok uh..after sch..we went mcd eat eat eat ~~ oiishii~~ ^^den.. wen mi and my dear dear huiwen is goin home it was like havin thunder.. then we 2 wish it qOrt rainnin bigeERR!!and den we purposly wlk around untill realli big le then my dear huiwen wen in the rain awhile while, i stay there lol!!my whole shirt ,skirt qOrtz wet !! and the shirt not like old shirt (yello) now is white and qort abitsy translution .. so i juz goohome like tat and bath lol..bathe~in it was like shiok!! iiuse hot water!-end--- XD nth special todae but i in bad mood now...!!by : WannaDie\\Sunday, January 13, 2008
the few weeks/daes of sch~~ thers art todae~~ i like art alot of cus gud gud la~~
H-E i hate it -.- i failed even~~
since i retained (okay abit sad bo fwenz)
i dun pay attention much but h-eco teacher i qOrtZ a Fierce and irritatin one.. kip sayin mi see other places.. aiyo.. i see betta ma look at the place hw change le fierce simi fierce =p
then i alrdy make some irritatin enermies of cus i made fwenz alrdy im easy-goin person
i dun mind other races ppl but they always pick on chinese first.. i dunno why lo!!
ARGH!$!#%$^$#^&#&#@
okay most happi~~ SEC 1 and 2 is recess together!! yay (sometimes) but my dear fwenz..sometime nvr come recess the -.- sianz okay lo i stay w' my sec 1 frenz >_> she had other fwenz since all come same sch so i ... MORE SIANZ!
hai ... wen is my dae goin betta?
wish i can run awayyy fr sch -.- or juz die in the middle of no way--
......................Endd...... LOL
by WannaRunAway..
HEY! aniway my nick will change everytime my mood changes~~ ^^~~
Friday, January 11, 2008
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